Sunday, October 9, 2005:
found all these pictures in my dad's laptop, probably from his worship leading in church, so i decided to take it and make something simple, and i got this. (: its so wonderful how god loves us so much, how he sent jesus to take all our sin away. cant remember where i heard this story. imagine yourself being on trial at court, with jesus as your lawyer, and god as the judge. then as jesus presents your case, of all the sin that you've done, and pleads guilty for you. then just as god was about to sentence you to life imprisonment in hell. but jesus stops him and says that, "father, let me take the place for him, send me instead" and that was how he took our sins away, and how he died in our place, so that we can be saved. dont you feel ever so grateful for jesus? i do. and i'm thankful for him, i'm thankful for what he's given so freely to me. it really goes to show how much he loves us and cherishes us. i've never found such a wonderful father and friend. (:
what to say. life is getting worse, cos o's are coming, and the urgency to study is getting greater and greater, what more the stress, but ironically, its getting better, cos i know my father is there for me, every step of the way, i know jesus is there to hold my hand and walk me through it. PLUS, i've got the spirit to sustain me through all those foresee-able long nights, what more can i ask for? i've got everything i need. i'm all armed up for the battle of the nerve-wrecking, brain-juicing, energy-eating Os. ooooh. hahaha. i can do it! (: and so can all the sec 4s of our tiny island... GO GO GO GO GO! :D
poots. my brother has his EOY chem paper tmr and i have to help my brother cos my mom asked me to. heh. oh well. i shall be a kind and very nice sister to him. (but i doubt it cos he never gets it and my patience for him wears out every time i teach him. i really dont know how my dad can tahan him you know, teach him almost every subject. waaaa. peifu peifu..)
I can only imagine what it will be like when I walk by Your side
I can only imagine what my eyes will see when Your face is before me.
I can only imagine
Surrounded by Your glory what will my heart feel?
Will I dance for You, Jesus? Or in awe of you be still?
Will I stand in your presence? Or to my knees will I fall?
Will I sing Hallelujah? Will I be able to speak at all?
I can only imagine, I can only imagine
I can only imagine when that day comes
And I find myself standing in the Son
I can only imagine when all I will do
Is forever, forever worship You
I can only imagine
I can only imagine when all I will do
Is forever, forever worship You
-i can only imagine
a shout of praise.
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